Countdowns? Not this year.

Just hearing all you clowns talk about going to countdowns gets me really jealous! Cos I won't be able to attend one for various reasons! *sigh* Yeah, yeah. Go on gloating!

Anyway, I'll be spending New Year's eve at home if everything remains the same as it is now...

Oh yeah, I need to get a life! It's five more days till school re-opens, and I haven't had a decent holiday!

Anyway, I went for holy innocents' drama club's gathering yesterday. Heard several VERY interesting things, like how rebecca informed me that I've sorta become a 'legend' in HIHS as the people can't seem to forget me, even though I left more than a year ago. Other stuff included the latest gossip that was going around, and one paticular piece of information within the drama club concerning me. Seriously, I thought that most of those people wouldn't even give a damn whether I'm alive or dead, but hey, they never cease to surprise and astound me. Oh yeah, most fail to realise that they remembering me isn't gonna make me feel bad about myself. In fact, I feel, how should I put it, slightly flattered. Well, guess that's the impression I've left on them, and as many times as I've thrown myself against the pedestral of forgiveness, it doesn't seem to work. So yeah. After all, there's only so much you can stuff into that mass we call 'a brain'. However, not everyone has the same capacity regarding that. It's sad, don't you think? But well, it's hard to believe that just by being myself, I have single-handedly achieved such a notorious reputation! I should be worried, shouldn't I? They would probably bring their 'brothers' along to pick a fight with me. But then again, due to several of my observations, most of them have barely more guts than an ant!

`S.B.S *nigeL -- 8:28 pm