It's weird... And it's killing me!

Something weird is going on... Something very weird...

Met Bo Lock and Elvent at Orchard yesterday... We hung out till about 10pm... Then we parted ways... Thought about some personal stuff on the way home... I shouldn't have done that... Because I've been feeling weird since I reached home... And I haven't felt felt this way in a very long time...

It's kinda hard to describe... A feeling I previously thought I was immune to... It's the feeling of longing... Longing for someone... It feels kinda good and bad at the same time... But I'm quite emotionally-confused... I'm not sure if this is just a passing feeling, or if it's for real... I seriously don't know... I told myself repeatedly that I still wanna maintain my previous decision of not getting into any relationships... But what's with this feeling then? It's killing me inside...

I'm confused... and for the first time... I'm at a loss too...

--Later today--

2nd blog entry for today... Reason? I've got lots of things on my mind...

Came back from a lunch outing with my family... Kinda quiet the whole day... Feeling a little better, but the root of the problem is not solved yet... Still got that longing feeling... *sigh*

There's accounting class tomorrow... haiz... another boring and tiring day ahead...

Then again, there's also my 'o' level results to worry about... the day of judgement looms closer and closer... *shivers*...

Think that's about it... Signing off...


`S.B.S *nigeL -- 10:25 pm